When I was 21 or so I wanted to be a pastor, so I went to a Bible College in Seattle, it was like being 10 years old again. I had been on my own since 15 and just couldn't take that boot on my neck of their rules at school. Left there and went to work in the Wy oilfields, later ended up owning my own company. I still have a buried deep belief in God yet after the catholic pedophiles (kill all of them and their enablers), southern nut cases running mega churches/w/hookers and our corrupt leaders in govt (clintons, Obama) I just can't find my way back. I keep seeing mankind repeatedly doing terrible things to others so believing man was created in the image of God seems ridiculously untrue. Not sure if the whole thing wasn't just created to control the many for the few. I love the idea of Jesus's love, it is so appealing yet so far away as to be unreachable. Take care.
When I was 21 or so I wanted to be a pastor, so I went to a Bible College in Seattle, it was like being 10 years old again. I had been on my own since 15 and just couldn't take that boot on my neck of their rules at school. Left there and went to work in the Wy oilfields, later ended up owning my own company. I still have a buried deep belief in God yet after the catholic pedophiles (kill all of them and their enablers), southern nut cases running mega churches/w/hookers and our corrupt leaders in govt (clintons, Obama) I just can't find my way back. I keep seeing mankind repeatedly doing terrible things to others so believing man was created in the image of God seems ridiculously untrue. Not sure if the whole thing wasn't just created to control the many for the few. I love the idea of Jesus's love, it is so appealing yet so far away as to be unreachable.
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Maybe home churching is the answer to your dilemma. Bible study with a few true believers makes it reachable.
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